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Mindsplit
03:03
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All these worthless words
Degrade your brains like the worms
I don't want to know; I don't want to feel
I don't want to turn myself into your sort
You just hate yourself, and everything that around you now
You better kill yourself and we can get a better world
You will never be what you want to be
This world is simple and it was created not for such a freaks
You are just insane and you'll never see how wrong you are
You are just sick and you're dangerous to everyone
You don't belong here
You infect the life with your negative
You do not understand how to cope with your own life
And make the others to sink in your fucking lies
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Isolation
05:24
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In searching for answers, in searching for reasons,
Surrounding ourselves with a self-made prison
Made of our fear and our pretense,
We kill all our feelings just to become the same
Losing ourselves in a meaningless race
In pursuit of the happiness that we came up with
There’s only one thing that we ever believe in
But even our hope never was real
Live for nothing, die for nothing, lost, betrayed and forgotten
Hate your life and hate your fate, and you know there's no escape
There’s no secret, you don't need it, you don't wanted all these feelings
Hate your life and hate your fate - put a bullet in your head!
Stop lying to yourself
Your mask has become your face
You are the only one to blame for this world that gone insane
You can't run away
Can’t hide from your fears and from your hate
You can't keep all the pain inside
Because you cannot stop the time
You can't run away
and you stay to dig your own grave
Torn into pieces through the terrible pain
Collecting the remnants of your mind, unable to understand
Why do you need all of this?
Why can't you feel anything?
Why all what you've got is your stress?
Is there something you need to confess?
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Shift
03:27
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I wanted to cut off all my memories
I wanted to know nothing about this world
all this madness around us
just turned into absurd
all that you remembered
and all that you have known
it's all like the samples
of the one common fraud
Shift
My only desire
is to be alive
It’s something inside me
it's something inside
my mind is broken
and I forgot how to feel anything
time has turned into the meaningless cycle
into the twisted line
into the ruthless disease
I wanted to cut off all my memories
I want to forget all this madness
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Deformation
03:52
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Every day the time becomes slower
Life is passing by
There is no real values left, only this thirst for self-affirmation
Which destroys us all as a punishment for our indifference
Just try to understand that you will lose yourself
The fantasies imposed on you
Is just a fucking dumb mistake
Useless aspiration
To become what you have never been
Your thoughtless actions
are destroying everything what was a little clean
You know your life is just a list of errors
You don't decide anything and don't even control your thoughts
You think you are on the right track
but in the depths of your soul you know this all is goddamn wrong
Is there anything inside of us that is real?
Is there anything that can make us believe?
Fears are nothing more than a state of mind
but your pain is becoming your decline
Empty feelings makes you so fucking blind
you’re so confused, you don't believe your eyes
Your life is passing by
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I need more space
Just to feel my own breathing
My thoughts are suffocating me
There is nothing to believe in
This place is death
My whole world is an empty shell
It’s getting harder to find myself
Within these voices in my head
Inner void destroys
My fictional world
I don’t know who I am,
And I see no reasons to live
I'm tired of trying to prove
There is no hope in my fucking life
If the world is unreal,
What should I believe?
I’m running, I’m fading, and it’s like the disease beneath my skin
I’m broken, I’m empty, and my hollow life became what it should be
Solution is hidden in my own regrets
The recantation was my worst mistake
Everything ends
And slowly fading
All my attempts
Have the same negative ending
Everything dies
Everything has its time
Your invented eternity
Is just a meaningless lie
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Inception
03:01
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When you know that every new day
May be the last one in your life
Will you lie or speak the truth
Looking into your destiny's eyes?
We always know the price
No one will remember you until you give everything away
Until you give all the pain
Stars shine bright
But no one can see
These fading lights
Was all that we need
Will we find the answers?
Will we be the same again?
What if we just lose ourselves forever in this useless game?
Will we find the answers?
Will we find the right way?
Can you keep a promise if I’ll give everything away, give away all the pain?
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Plastic
04:52
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All the words have no meaning
Every being is devoid of living
This plastic world is no longer worth anything
Time was priceless but we did what we did
So cold
Just leave me here and go away
You know
All the secrets that was made of my mistakes
Can you feel my breath?
The air around me smells like pain
I don't need anything
I don't want to start it all over again
We can't save anything because there's nothing left
There is nothing that can be returned because everything is lost and betrayed
We can't trust anyone ‘cause we don't even trust ourselves
Seems like apathy were the only emotion that we have ever felt
This plastic world is no longer worth anything
Time was priceless but we did what we did
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Negative
04:07
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I want my memories to be dead
I want to learn how to forget
I tried to fix it, tried to cure
But everything is getting worse
Time's not a healer, not a friend,
It just will bring us to the end
We will remember everything
And we can't change a single thing
We are so hollow inside; deny the truth and the lies,
We'll never change our minds while we ignore this one fact -
- It’s just a matter of time before we lose our lives
I cannot believe
That there is something more
We just can’t understand
That we don’t deserve
Something eternal and pure
While we ignore all the things we don’t know
We cannot value the time
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Self-Erase
03:03
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You sense only what you need
You know only what they say to you
Can't see what's right in front of you
And hear only what you want to hear
You'll never be who you really are
'cause you cannot see - your stolen life is a lie
Self-deception turns into self erase
Your whole world fits in the four white walls
False is fettering your hands
It's time to open your eyes
You used to decorate your black-and-white reality
But you've painted it too bright
What have you become?
What will kill you first?
Your weakness & fears оr this agony?
You feel only what you need
You know only what they say to you
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Suicide Instinct
05:17
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Endless pretense
pathetic attempts
All you can do is just empty dreams
and they will remain unrealized
Everything that’s around
And everyone who surrounds you
Whole world is involved
In this game, full of lies
Without any chance
To survive
You are on your own
All alone
Self-betrayed
Spineless shade with no face
Just admit it
Stop waiting for something more
Don't deny it
We are all alone
You’re almost dead
On the inside
Your soul has been defiled and you can never purify your sins
You wasted time
And your whole life is like the suicide instinct
And you know that you've lost yourself
A long time ago
You become the same as this world
Faceless and miserable
There is no secret
Nothing happens by itself
If you don't know who's to blame
Look at yourself
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Check the Distortion - One man band from Astana, KZ.
All instrumental and vocals produced and recorded by Alex Chichikailo.
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