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Deformation

by Check the distortion

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1.
Mindsplit 03:03
All these worthless words Degrade your brains like the worms I don't want to know; I don't want to feel I don't want to turn myself into your sort You just hate yourself, and everything that around you now You better kill yourself and we can get a better world You will never be what you want to be This world is simple and it was created not for such a freaks You are just insane and you'll never see how wrong you are You are just sick and you're dangerous to everyone You don't belong here You infect the life with your negative You do not understand how to cope with your own life And make the others to sink in your fucking lies
2.
Isolation 05:24
In searching for answers, in searching for reasons, Surrounding ourselves with a self-made prison Made of our fear and our pretense, We kill all our feelings just to become the same Losing ourselves in a meaningless race In pursuit of the happiness that we came up with There’s only one thing that we ever believe in But even our hope never was real Live for nothing, die for nothing, lost, betrayed and forgotten Hate your life and hate your fate, and you know there's no escape There’s no secret, you don't need it, you don't wanted all these feelings Hate your life and hate your fate - put a bullet in your head! Stop lying to yourself Your mask has become your face You are the only one to blame for this world that gone insane You can't run away Can’t hide from your fears and from your hate You can't keep all the pain inside Because you cannot stop the time You can't run away and you stay to dig your own grave Torn into pieces through the terrible pain Collecting the remnants of your mind, unable to understand Why do you need all of this? Why can't you feel anything? Why all what you've got is your stress? Is there something you need to confess?
3.
Shift 03:27
I wanted to cut off all my memories I wanted to know nothing about this world all this madness around us just turned into absurd all that you remembered and all that you have known it's all like the samples of the one common fraud Shift My only desire is to be alive It’s something inside me it's something inside my mind is broken and I forgot how to feel anything time has turned into the meaningless cycle into the twisted line into the ruthless disease I wanted to cut off all my memories I want to forget all this madness
4.
Deformation 03:52
Every day the time becomes slower Life is passing by There is no real values left, only this thirst for self-affirmation Which destroys us all as a punishment for our indifference Just try to understand that you will lose yourself The fantasies imposed on you Is just a fucking dumb mistake Useless aspiration To become what you have never been Your thoughtless actions are destroying everything what was a little clean You know your life is just a list of errors You don't decide anything and don't even control your thoughts You think you are on the right track but in the depths of your soul you know this all is goddamn wrong Is there anything inside of us that is real? Is there anything that can make us believe? Fears are nothing more than a state of mind but your pain is becoming your decline Empty feelings makes you so fucking blind you’re so confused, you don't believe your eyes Your life is passing by
5.
I need more space Just to feel my own breathing My thoughts are suffocating me There is nothing to believe in This place is death My whole world is an empty shell It’s getting harder to find myself Within these voices in my head Inner void destroys My fictional world I don’t know who I am, And I see no reasons to live I'm tired of trying to prove There is no hope in my fucking life If the world is unreal, What should I believe? I’m running, I’m fading, and it’s like the disease beneath my skin I’m broken, I’m empty, and my hollow life became what it should be Solution is hidden in my own regrets The recantation was my worst mistake Everything ends And slowly fading All my attempts Have the same negative ending Everything dies Everything has its time Your invented eternity Is just a meaningless lie
6.
Inception 03:01
When you know that every new day May be the last one in your life Will you lie or speak the truth Looking into your destiny's eyes? We always know the price No one will remember you until you give everything away Until you give all the pain Stars shine bright But no one can see These fading lights Was all that we need Will we find the answers? Will we be the same again? What if we just lose ourselves forever in this useless game? Will we find the answers? Will we find the right way? Can you keep a promise if I’ll give everything away, give away all the pain?
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Plastic 04:52
All the words have no meaning Every being is devoid of living This plastic world is no longer worth anything Time was priceless but we did what we did So cold Just leave me here and go away You know All the secrets that was made of my mistakes Can you feel my breath? The air around me smells like pain I don't need anything I don't want to start it all over again We can't save anything because there's nothing left There is nothing that can be returned because everything is lost and betrayed We can't trust anyone ‘cause we don't even trust ourselves Seems like apathy were the only emotion that we have ever felt This plastic world is no longer worth anything Time was priceless but we did what we did
8.
Negative 04:07
I want my memories to be dead I want to learn how to forget I tried to fix it, tried to cure But everything is getting worse Time's not a healer, not a friend, It just will bring us to the end We will remember everything And we can't change a single thing We are so hollow inside; deny the truth and the lies, We'll never change our minds while we ignore this one fact - - It’s just a matter of time before we lose our lives I cannot believe That there is something more We just can’t understand That we don’t deserve Something eternal and pure While we ignore all the things we don’t know We cannot value the time
9.
Self-Erase 03:03
You sense only what you need You know only what they say to you Can't see what's right in front of you And hear only what you want to hear You'll never be who you really are 'cause you cannot see - your stolen life is a lie Self-deception turns into self erase Your whole world fits in the four white walls False is fettering your hands It's time to open your eyes You used to decorate your black-and-white reality But you've painted it too bright What have you become? What will kill you first? Your weakness & fears оr this agony? You feel only what you need You know only what they say to you
10.
Endless pretense pathetic attempts All you can do is just empty dreams and they will remain unrealized Everything that’s around And everyone who surrounds you Whole world is involved In this game, full of lies Without any chance To survive You are on your own All alone Self-betrayed Spineless shade with no face Just admit it Stop waiting for something more Don't deny it We are all alone You’re almost dead On the inside Your soul has been defiled and you can never purify your sins You wasted time And your whole life is like the suicide instinct And you know that you've lost yourself A long time ago You become the same as this world Faceless and miserable There is no secret Nothing happens by itself If you don't know who's to blame Look at yourself

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released April 11, 2019

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Check the Distortion - One man band from Astana, KZ.

All instrumental and vocals produced and recorded by Alex Chichikailo.

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